vivdunstan: A red chromatic button accordion (chromatic button accordion)
Got a nice reply from one of the Maugein staff who I'd emailed (carefully written in French!) to say just how much the chromatic button accordion seems to be helping me recover some better neurological control of my right hand. Which has been poorer since I had effectively a stroke in 2004 when my cerebral vasculitis relapsed suddenly and dramatically, and I was a lot weaker for a very very long time down my right side. She says they have other clients who have had strokes, and whose doctors have insisted that they must keep practicing the chromatic button accordions. Which are a particularly intricate form of accordion to play. But a wonderful exercise for limb and hand control, plus mental gymnastics. Mine seems to be helping my hand control more generally, including helping me play my piano accordion much better and for vastly longer. Quite an incredible result - I only started learning the chromatic button accordion in mid June.
vivdunstan: Photo of my 72 bass accordion (accordion)
Really great progress on the new French chromatic button accordion today, with my first go playing some of my own arrangements of favourite tunes with the sheet music sitting in front of me. Until now I’ve been focusing on my tuition book, trying to learn the unfamiliar to me grid of dozens of buttons instead of the piano type keyboard I’m familiar with. So today’s challenge was to read the sheet music for some of “my” tunes, find the notes on the button grid and play them right, in sequence. Went so well! I played Sunrise Sunset right through, with up to three note harmonies on the unfamiliar keyboard. To be fair I’d tried it by ear before, but I was so much more assured with the sheet music, despite the still new to me button grid keyboard. Also played some Allo Allo, Pirates of the Caribbean theme, and the opening of my Poirot theme arrangement in progress. All reading the sheet music then finding the right note(s) on the button grid. And at a decent speed. With left hand chords too (easy bit!). So chuffed. Adore my wee French box, and it’s helping me more generally neurologically. Even if the piano accordion is still my main instrument.

And yup, I probably need a second accordion icon here, this time for my chromatic button accordion rather than my big piano accordion ...
vivdunstan: Fountain pen picture (fountain pens)
Just refilled my main bedroom fountain pen(*) with ink, and in my confusion tried to cap the pen after with the ink bottle lid. Oops. Luckily no mess! As someone with weak neurological hand control I find fountain pens much easier to write with, and smoother than especially ballpoints. But I need to use piston filler or similar to refill, to manage with my hands. But that works. And yes I probably need a fountain pen icon for here ... (**)

* Lamy 2000, medium nib, refilled with Diamine Chocolate Brown ink. My Lamy 2000 fine nib in the sitting room is one of my top 3 favourite fountain pens. But I have a medium nib one for bedroom scribbles.

** P.S. And now added an icon. Of my favourite pen, in use. With a glass of wine beside it.

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Aug. 3rd, 2023 09:42 pm
vivdunstan: Photo of my 72 bass accordion (accordion)
Rediscovered the handwritten notes I’d written late last year while pondering what chromatic button accordions would be best for me. In the end it was upper end of that price range, to get an excellent built from scratch French one with great reeds. I went with a slightly tamer sound than the musette I’d pondered, for me who would be doing tons of repetitive basic exercises, and hitting wrong notes a lot! I was rather torn between musette and swing tunings, but swing was the right choice. And the default Rouge Passion Dauphin 60 bass was my choice of box, which is a *gorgeous* colour. On downside I had to wait 6 months for it to be made from scratch, and then slowly get to me in a post Brexit customs situation. But I absolutely adore it, and it is unexpectedly helping me recover more general right hand control I’d lost due to my progressive neurological disease. Absolutely worth every penny.

vivdunstan: Photo of my 72 bass accordion (accordion)
Delighted to have managed 90 minutes practice this morning on my bigger piano accordion. Mainly trying tunes for musicals that I’m going to do new accordion arrangements of. For example I’ve got the full vocal score for Guys and Dolls, and plan to arrange some of the lesser heard (eg skipped in the film version) tunes starting from that sheet music. I also had fun today with a tune specially written for the movie. Played loads of other tunes though, mainly my own arrangements. My right hand control (piano keyboard side) held up throughout the entire 90 minute practice period, from Speechless (live action movie Aladdin) through to Spanish Gypsy Dances at the very end. That is a phenomenally good outcome. I’ve been weaker in that right hand ever since a stroke like huge relapse in 2004, when I was suddenly much weaker down my right side. The French chromatic button accordion learning is another way I am trying to fight that. It’s probably too soon to know if that’s helping. But today’s piano accordion play was the most successful, including right hand keeping working, for many years …

SHARP 2023

Jun. 1st, 2023 11:34 pm
vivdunstan: Part of own photo taken in local university botanic gardens. Tree trunks rise atmospherically, throwing shadows from the sun on the ground. (Default)
Just paid and fully registered for the SHARP book history conference which this year is streaming online via Zoom with recordings and catchup available. So good for chronic illness disabled academic me, who sleeps up to 18 hours a day now from progressive neuro disease. Also great for time zone differences, and zero infection risk. With luck I will be able to watch lots, if not always live.
vivdunstan: Part of own photo taken in local university botanic gardens. Tree trunks rise atmospherically, throwing shadows from the sun on the ground. (Default)
Got my latest antibody test results today. Here’s a graph. It’s incomplete, and beware 2500+ is the upper range, and doesn’t go more precisely. But basically since my bonus extra 3rd primary vaccine in autumn 2021 I have been getting very good responses. And it’s lasting. I had virtually no Covid antibodies after my 2nd Covid primary vaccine but got an extra 3rd primary because I am severely immunosuppressed to try to bring me up to where other people were after two vaccines. I am very very lucky getting good responses now. Many immunosuppressed people don’t get any protection from the vaccines. But it’s helping me, even if at great personal cost. My brain autoimmune disease is very unstable, and a week after every Covid vaccine it starts flaring, with appalling neurological symptoms. And that goes on for 3 long months each time. But the vaccines could save my life, so I keep getting them. And coping with the flares. But yay antibodies! My 7th Covid vaccine will be a fortnight from today. I expect to be extremely ill from mid June through mid September. But it is worth it. And we haven’t caught Covid yet.

vivdunstan: Part of own photo taken in local university botanic gardens. Tree trunks rise atmospherically, throwing shadows from the sun on the ground. (Default)
Today is International Vasculitis Awareness Day. I’ve been living with cerebral vasculitis since age 22 in 1994. Here’s something I wrote about living with an invisible and fluctuating neurological illness. https://vivsacademicblog.wordpress.com/2018/10/21/dealing-with-an-invisible-and-fluctuating-neurological-illness/
vivdunstan: Photo of some of my books (books)
Just finished my 70th book of 2022. So close to 75 which would be a really satisfying round number. I’ll be blogging about books read, general patterns, particular highlights etc nearer the New Year. Really pleased how much I’ve managed to read given my progressive neuro illness.
vivdunstan: Part of own photo taken in local university botanic gardens. Tree trunks rise atmospherically, throwing shadows from the sun on the ground. (Default)
I’m undoubtedly neurologically flaring again, for the 6th time after a Covid vaccine. Fortunately no terrifying headaches yet, and my limb control is still pretty good. But I’m having an enormous problem battling sedation - it feels constantly as though the shutters are closing down on me. And my bladder control is appalling. Not a good combination to be dealing with. But comfortable as can be. This will probably get worse before it gets better - it’s very likely, for example, that I’ll start getting horrific headaches. And it’s all likely to last for 3 months.
vivdunstan: Photo of some of my books (books)
I mention from time to time my reading problems with print, despite being a book historian with a PhD on reading habits. Here’s an illustration of how I read with eBooks, with my Kindle on top of a print copy, same section in both. The Library book by ‪Andrew Pettegree‬ and ‪Arthur der Weduwen‬. This is quite extreme, but means that despite the brain damage from my progressive neurological disease I can continue to read enthusiastically and in huge quantities, both fiction and non fiction. But print is an enormous problem for me to manage now, and increasingly so.

vivdunstan: Photo of my 72 bass accordion (accordion)
Pleased to have managed a little accordion practice this afternoon, though very light headed from my neuro disease and struggling with normally automatic things like bellows control! After that I've been updating my sheet music arrangements on my computer. Here's a photo of my workflow today, transferring changes noted on the printed version of my sheet music to music notation software program Notion on my Mac laptop. Sometimes I also have a mini USB keyboard plugged in, to work out harmonies, holding it up accordion style. And yes the fountain pen is a key element in this. It's a Pelikan M200 Green Marbled with EF gold nib swapped in, and Diamine Chocolate Brown ink. That combination can cope well with the printer paper I print my sheet music in, and is sturdy enough that I don't worry about it dropping off the music stand (hasn't happened yet!).

There is a recorded version of this tune on my Twitter feed today. It definitely needs more practice, especially the middle portion. But given how light headed I was this afternoon and how hard I was having to work at things that are normally automatic I'm happy! At least my fingers were being cooperative, and seemed to have a better idea of what to play than me!

vivdunstan: Photo of some of my books (books)
Current reading, end of May 2022.

I’ve newly started the first Chrestomanci fantasy novel while finishing Eleventh Doctor novel The Water Thief. Still reading a manga book, Sandman short story collection and Andrew Cotter’s dog book. And now also a stroke memoir by a neurologist.

The Doctor Who novel is set partly in ancient Egypt and is a quick read. Loving the manga book, but reading it slowly. The Sandman short stories are proving a slog, but I’ve heard other people find the second half better. The dogs book is excellent.

vivdunstan: Part of own photo taken in local university botanic gardens. Tree trunks rise atmospherically, throwing shadows from the sun on the ground. (Default)
May is Vasculitis Awareness Month. Here is my story of living with cerebral vasculitis for 28 years, in my case a progressive neurological disease, albeit one we can slow down. Primary cerebral vasculitis is particularly rare, about 1-2 cases per million. https://www.vasculitis.org.uk/living-with-vasculitis/vivs-story
vivdunstan: Photo of my 72 bass accordion (accordion)
Pleased to manage some accordion practice. My neuro illness hands were getting increasingly slurred and me very light headed, but pleased to manage it. Here are a couple of clips from my arrangements (being practiced!) of Lambada and the Allo Allo TV theme. I am now very bad re leg control and arm control (my arms and legs feel like fuzzy bubble wrap!), and very light headed. Anything cognitive/concentrating for even a short period has that effect on me cos of my neuro illness. But getting to play my accordion again was worth it! The linked tweet below includes a playable video version of the recording.
vivdunstan: Photo of some of my books (books)
Current main reading, late March 2022 edition.

More Wheel of Time fantasy, neurology with Oliver Sacks, a guide/memoir for Tokyo, an anthology of Doctor Who Master stories, Scottish ghost stories (rereading a book that terrified young me), and more Traveller RPG columns.

Of these I’m settling in nicely to the Wheel of Time book now. Gobbling up the neurology book quite quickly. The Tokyo book is delightful. The Master anthology hasn’t started well, but apparently gets better later. I’m spreading out the ghost stories, for my own sake! And the roleplaying game columns continue to delight.

vivdunstan: Some of my Doctor Who etc books (drwho)
I recently learned this Japanese word for buying books that pile up unread. This is so me, sadly, due to my progressive neurological disease, which has badly affected how I read print since the late 1990s. I can still read short pieces of print with difficulty, so some short stories, some articles. But anything longer, and even often magazines, is impossible now. That’s why I usually read magazines, including Doctor Who Magazine, in digital format on my iPad, where I can make the text much bigger. I have so many books bought since 2000 that I hoped to read. For example all my Big Finish Bernice Summerfield books - some in the icon picture - and most of my Doctor Who books. I kept hoping I would be able to read them. I am much firmer now. I should probably get rid of them, but I still hope. And with the Benny short story collections especially there is still hope. But I don’t buy more. Thank goodness for my Kindle letting me still read with an utterly gigantic font. Reading is so important to me.
vivdunstan: Part of own photo taken in local university botanic gardens. Tree trunks rise atmospherically, throwing shadows from the sun on the ground. (Default)
Today is #RareDiseaseDay2022 I’ve lived for 27 years with a 1 in a million neurological disease, primary cerebral vasculitis. Here is my blog post about some of the implications of living with a rare disease. #RareDiseaseDay
vivdunstan: Photo of me from Melrose Grammar School plus NHS thanks (nhs)
This year marks 10 years since I had a summer of gruelling chemotherapy infusions in Ninewells Hospital. I finally demanded the strongest treatment that my consultant had ruled out for the previous 14 years for various reasons, and he agreed. I’ll be sharing some memories of that time in the coming year. It stabilised my life-threatening neurological condition, allowing me to lower my daily drug cocktail. But my disease is still progressing a decade on, but more slowly than it would have done without that treatment. I’d have that chemotherapy treatment again without hesitation if I needed it a second time. But I am glad it is behind me.

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