Had a very weird dream this afternoon while Martin was taking books and magazines to the charity shop. It started off as a music theory lesson, in a wynd off South Street, St Andrews. Then the pair of us went to various old bookshops, including Quartos (much missed), and then (very not real!) an academic rare bookshop in South Street, towards Jannettas, which sold occult books. As I climbed higher up the floors the books in the shop got older and older, and on each floor a door would open out onto the street in the past. I then got involved in a mystery about a 17th century book and its owner, while a murderous taxi driver from the 19th century was chasing me through time. Even Dr Dee got involved in the story. And then, rather sadly, I woke up, and boggled Martin with the tale of my dream đ
1990 Bursary
Jan. 5th, 2025 01:12 pmChecking new content on the British Newspaper Archive. As well as adding the St Andrews Citizen in 1991 they've added the Southern Reporter for 1990-1992. And crikey, here's me in the latter, for that bursary I won at St Andrews University. From the Southern Reporter newspaper, 22 November 1990. I also have much clearer photos from the reception at the principal's house.


Photos into the past
Dec. 16th, 2024 04:25 pmI was awake a little today, so managed finally to go through some old things Mum gave me recently. Including many old photos. Lots of little me at school, especially primary school. Lots of Borders Schools Orchestra things, including a photo of us all. Lots of 1978 Melrose Festival photos - I was a train bearer. And some lovely graduation photos of Martin and me in 1994. Here's one of the more informal graduation photos. And after that is a photo of my granddad at the top of Melrose Abbey. He was the last in a long line of family beadles or church officers. Who, among other things, rang the abbey bell regularly.




My early fandoms: Doctor Who
Dec. 4th, 2024 09:43 pmAnother in this slow going series from me, and this time I'm going for the easiest fandom of all for me to tackle!
I first started watching Doctor Who in 1978, aged 5, very shortly to be 6, with "The Ribos Operation" and the Key to Time 16th series with Tom Baker's Fourth Doctor paired with the glorious Mary Tamm as the first Romana. I was vaguely aware of Doctor Who before, but don't think I'd ever properly watched it. Certainly when I got my first Doctor Who annual, which featured Louise Jameson's Leela, I was utterly baffled. Though happy to go with the flow.
From that moment on Doctor Who was a fixed viewing point in our house, with Dad and me both hugely enjoying it. I loved the first version of Romana, but was shocked by the second - my first experience of Time Lord regeneration. And then we got to Logopolis, and yes, that was a shock too. Though I recognised Peter Davison from All Creatures Great and Small, and quickly took to his version of the Doctor with no problems.
I continued as a fan throughout the 1980s. Dad was often exasperated by some of the 1980s Doctors, especially Sylvester McCoy, but I remained a fan throughout. Loved the often bonkers storytelling. It did feel very much of its time. I continued to get a Doctor Who annual most years, but never joined fan organisations then like DWAS. Though I was generally reading Doctor Who Magazine every month throughout the 1980s.
I do remember trying to see a Doctor Who exhibition at Burntisland. My parents and I travelled the long distance up from the Scottish Borders by car, then got a train near Edinburgh to go over to Fife for the day. And there was supposed to be a Doctor Who exhibition there. But it wasn't there when we got there. I was disappointed. Though I do remember enjoying a helter skelter!
And then we got to 1989, and the end of TV Who. And I fell away. I remember joining a Doctor Who fan club at St Andrews University in 1990, but had a really unpleasant experience as a female fan and immediately left. It's just possible that it was a more generic scifi fan club, though if so I think it was still heavily Who leaning. I never knew about the Virgin New Adventures novels at the time, and completely stopped reading Doctor Who Magazine.
Then, somehow, and I still don't know how it happened, I completely missed that there was going to be a new Doctor Who TV Movie in 1996. I didn't even know it was on. Martin also failed to notice that - he would have mentioned it if he'd seen it. So we completely missed it. I also had no idea for many years that Paul McGann had played the part.
And that was how things remained, until 26th September 2003, and the news that Doctor Who was going to return with a new series. I saw that news on Ceefax, and it was like a total bolt out of the blue. And prompted me to return to the series, check out some books that had come out, start reading Doctor Who Magazine regularly again, and try my first Big Finish audio: The Chimes of Midnight, with Paul McGann as the Eighth Doctor I'd never heard or seen before. Listened to on my own in our new home in 2004. Magic.
I first started watching Doctor Who in 1978, aged 5, very shortly to be 6, with "The Ribos Operation" and the Key to Time 16th series with Tom Baker's Fourth Doctor paired with the glorious Mary Tamm as the first Romana. I was vaguely aware of Doctor Who before, but don't think I'd ever properly watched it. Certainly when I got my first Doctor Who annual, which featured Louise Jameson's Leela, I was utterly baffled. Though happy to go with the flow.
From that moment on Doctor Who was a fixed viewing point in our house, with Dad and me both hugely enjoying it. I loved the first version of Romana, but was shocked by the second - my first experience of Time Lord regeneration. And then we got to Logopolis, and yes, that was a shock too. Though I recognised Peter Davison from All Creatures Great and Small, and quickly took to his version of the Doctor with no problems.
I continued as a fan throughout the 1980s. Dad was often exasperated by some of the 1980s Doctors, especially Sylvester McCoy, but I remained a fan throughout. Loved the often bonkers storytelling. It did feel very much of its time. I continued to get a Doctor Who annual most years, but never joined fan organisations then like DWAS. Though I was generally reading Doctor Who Magazine every month throughout the 1980s.
I do remember trying to see a Doctor Who exhibition at Burntisland. My parents and I travelled the long distance up from the Scottish Borders by car, then got a train near Edinburgh to go over to Fife for the day. And there was supposed to be a Doctor Who exhibition there. But it wasn't there when we got there. I was disappointed. Though I do remember enjoying a helter skelter!
And then we got to 1989, and the end of TV Who. And I fell away. I remember joining a Doctor Who fan club at St Andrews University in 1990, but had a really unpleasant experience as a female fan and immediately left. It's just possible that it was a more generic scifi fan club, though if so I think it was still heavily Who leaning. I never knew about the Virgin New Adventures novels at the time, and completely stopped reading Doctor Who Magazine.
Then, somehow, and I still don't know how it happened, I completely missed that there was going to be a new Doctor Who TV Movie in 1996. I didn't even know it was on. Martin also failed to notice that - he would have mentioned it if he'd seen it. So we completely missed it. I also had no idea for many years that Paul McGann had played the part.
And that was how things remained, until 26th September 2003, and the news that Doctor Who was going to return with a new series. I saw that news on Ceefax, and it was like a total bolt out of the blue. And prompted me to return to the series, check out some books that had come out, start reading Doctor Who Magazine regularly again, and try my first Big Finish audio: The Chimes of Midnight, with Paul McGann as the Eighth Doctor I'd never heard or seen before. Listened to on my own in our new home in 2004. Magic.
This week's oracle cards spread
Aug. 15th, 2024 02:35 pmAnother 3-card past/present/future draw, using the Urban Crow oracle deck.
The middle card "Gifts", for the present, resonates a lot. I missed being at Worldcon in person this last week, and among other things really missed browsing and shopping in the gobsmacking Dealers' Room. I am part way through browsing through the online shops for many dealers who were there. Seeing if I want to pick something up as a substitute treat. I have already picked up a "Fan Phenomena" book about Game of Thrones from Intellect Books. Not a series I ever watched or read, but know a lot about. And I'm viewing that book as a taster for the Doctor Who and Lord of the Rings ones I most want to read. Also browsing comic book publishers (including a small press one in Scotland, who publishes many of interest to me), and gift shops.
As for "Mischief", well we've just had another run in with Covid in the house. Picked up on an outing to St Andrews last Friday. Martin was the only one to test positive, but given my symptom pattern we're sure I've had it too. Luckily it has been very mild this time. Martin's symptoms have been significantly less troublesome than his ongoing Long Covid.
Looking ahead "Mimicry" reminds me that I want to do original things in my academic work and fun projects. It's easy to retread the same topics. But I want to challenge myself, by trying new things, and tricky things. Other people might relate to this card differently. But given where I am, and what I'm hoping to do in the upcoming future, that's how it resonates most for me.

The middle card "Gifts", for the present, resonates a lot. I missed being at Worldcon in person this last week, and among other things really missed browsing and shopping in the gobsmacking Dealers' Room. I am part way through browsing through the online shops for many dealers who were there. Seeing if I want to pick something up as a substitute treat. I have already picked up a "Fan Phenomena" book about Game of Thrones from Intellect Books. Not a series I ever watched or read, but know a lot about. And I'm viewing that book as a taster for the Doctor Who and Lord of the Rings ones I most want to read. Also browsing comic book publishers (including a small press one in Scotland, who publishes many of interest to me), and gift shops.
As for "Mischief", well we've just had another run in with Covid in the house. Picked up on an outing to St Andrews last Friday. Martin was the only one to test positive, but given my symptom pattern we're sure I've had it too. Luckily it has been very mild this time. Martin's symptoms have been significantly less troublesome than his ongoing Long Covid.
Looking ahead "Mimicry" reminds me that I want to do original things in my academic work and fun projects. It's easy to retread the same topics. But I want to challenge myself, by trying new things, and tricky things. Other people might relate to this card differently. But given where I am, and what I'm hoping to do in the upcoming future, that's how it resonates most for me.

Latest Covid update
Aug. 12th, 2024 03:17 pmMartin has only an extremely faint positive today. And is feeling good. Though overnight he had extreme disco/sparkly visual effects, and a throat like a dagger in it. But good today. I am still testing negative. Though I may yet catch it from him, and get iller. But we are doing good for now. He is going to be working on the computer in the study today, and working from home all week.
He was masked up almost all the time we were in St Andrews on Friday, including in queues for the Cheesy Toast Shack and Jannettas. Both queues were phenomenally busy, and there were some scary coughs among the queuers. The first queue was outdoors, but unbelievably busy. The second queue was a mix of outdoors and indoors. So my theory now is that Martin probably picked it up in one of the queues (he hadn't been out of our house for over a week before). Which I was not queuing in. So I may yet catch Covid from him. And would, if I test positive, decide whether to ask for Paxlovid antivirals (very few people can get Paxlovid in the UK, but being severely immunosuppressed I am eligible). But if we're lucky it won't come to that ...
He was masked up almost all the time we were in St Andrews on Friday, including in queues for the Cheesy Toast Shack and Jannettas. Both queues were phenomenally busy, and there were some scary coughs among the queuers. The first queue was outdoors, but unbelievably busy. The second queue was a mix of outdoors and indoors. So my theory now is that Martin probably picked it up in one of the queues (he hadn't been out of our house for over a week before). Which I was not queuing in. So I may yet catch Covid from him. And would, if I test positive, decide whether to ask for Paxlovid antivirals (very few people can get Paxlovid in the UK, but being severely immunosuppressed I am eligible). But if we're lucky it won't come to that ...
Positive again
Aug. 11th, 2024 04:44 pmMartin has a positive LFT test for Covid. So clear even I could see it without my glasses! He is feeling pretty ok. I have a bit of a rough throat, but donât plan to test until tomorrow. I am very slow to show any positives on LFTs. But we are currently ok đ
Itâs so ironic we had one outing to St Andrews. Where Martin was largely masked, and me too when I was indoors. We havenât been to the infectious risk of the Worldcon. Aarrgghh!
If I test positive I can access antivirals, if ill enough. And would want to pause my immunosuppression for two weeks. But that is for another day.
This will be Martinâs 5th known Covid infection. And if I get it my 4th. All in under a year.
Itâs so ironic we had one outing to St Andrews. Where Martin was largely masked, and me too when I was indoors. We havenât been to the infectious risk of the Worldcon. Aarrgghh!
If I test positive I can access antivirals, if ill enough. And would want to pause my immunosuppression for two weeks. But that is for another day.
This will be Martinâs 5th known Covid infection. And if I get it my 4th. All in under a year.
Photos from St Andrews
Aug. 9th, 2024 06:03 pmHad a lovely trip there today. Our hopes were to get to Toppings bookshop, lunch at the Cheesy Toast Shack at the East Sands, then the Wardlaw Museum (University of St Andrews) for their Alien Worlds temporary exhibition. We managed all that, plus bonus ice cream at Jannettas. All despite the Lammas Fair being partly underway. My Blue Badge helped me park despite that. Home now. I will be felled tomorrow and Sunday after this. But so happy I made it. St Andrews is a very special place for both my husband and me.
Here are some photos from the day.





Here are some photos from the day.





Off to St Andrews today
Aug. 9th, 2024 10:13 amGoing ahead with our flying trip to St Andrews today. Even with the Lammas Fair on! We are aiming for Toppings, the Cheesy Toast Shack and the Wardlaw Museum to see their temporary Alien Worlds exhibition about exoplanets plus added Dalek and Galileo. St Andrews is hugely special for us. Martin and I met there as science undergraduates, graduated together 30 years ago, and married (eloped) a few months after graduation. It was also my childhood summer holiday destination throughout the 1980s with my parents, staying in Albany Park. We live away now, but close enough that we can visit as much as able to (my progressive neurological disease is the main limiting factor for that now). That was a very deliberate strategy!
Painting by Kate Philp below. Prints available from Eduardo Alessandro Studios in Broughty Ferry.

Painting by Kate Philp below. Prints available from Eduardo Alessandro Studios in Broughty Ferry.

Worldcon this week
Aug. 5th, 2024 09:31 pmEnvious of my friends (including some St A CS folks!) who are heading to the Glasgow Worldcon this week. Sadly though we have in person attending tickets we can't go. I'm far too seriously ill now to manage it. Plus the infection risk is too high for severely immunosuppressed me. We can use the streaming part of our tickets though, both during the event, and on catchup after through to Christmas. So will get to see lots. Have fun folks going!
2024 versus 1994
Jun. 17th, 2024 10:47 pmLooking at this yearâs photos of graduating computer science students at St Andrews, and remembering when my BSc(Hons) year had just 3 graduates ... To be fair this yearâs photos include postgraduates as well. But the number of other new graduates will still be much healthier than our number was 30 years ago.
St Andrews memories
Feb. 6th, 2024 05:46 pmWaking up very late in the afternoon, and my brain's conjuring up memories from undergraduate days in St Andrews with Martin. Huge range. Sheltering together in Hamilton Hall one wintry night around midnight, while Chattan's full student population waited for a bomb scare to be cleared. Wintry misty walks near the castle and the cliff top walk past the cathedral. Thumbscrews for me during a ghost tour, plus spooks jumping out galore. Martin walking with me to the bus stop in South Street, where I'd get the last bus of the night back to Bogward.
Accordion dreaming
Dec. 1st, 2023 01:23 pmVery weird accordion themed dream, that's too long to go into fully. But it involved an evening class with Billy Anderson at Kilrymont school in St Andrews. Which then morphed into a let's all get on a bus moment - bizarrely visually for me at the time coming out from the bottom end of Selkirk on the A7 - and then decamping to a massive rabbit warren of a music studio in Fife, with multiple rooms for each instrument. We had to improvise our way en masse (!) through a tune, which was recorded - with all the other instruments - repeatedly. Billy would run out intermittently, and tell people corrections to make, even tape (!) off parts of their keyboards. Crikey, that was a corker.
Uisge beatha
May. 29th, 2023 10:26 pmThe drawback of reading Iain Banksâs âRaw Spiritâ whisky tour book is I now have a very long list of whiskies I want to try! If we ever get back to the Balmoral Hotel in Edinburgh I am going to have to spend a long time - and a lot of money! - in their dedicated whisky bar. It is also marvellous reading more about whisky names I recognise from all the computers at St Andrews Computer Science back in the 1990s đ
90s throwback
Jan. 8th, 2023 12:51 amMe to Martin just now: âItâs like an Occam folding editor!â as I try to explain cut/spoiler sections in DreamWidth blog posts. That wonât make any sense except to fellow computer scientists possibly of a certain vintage. But sharing for them! I can still vividly remember coding Occam in the Edge basement Sun lab on the Scores in St Andrews in the early 1990s.
RIP Fred Brooks
Nov. 18th, 2022 06:46 amRIP Fred Brooks, architect of the IBM/360 and its OS, and author of The Mythical Man Month. A hugely influential computer scientist. As an undergraduate computer science student I worked part time in the Physics/Maths library at St Andrews University. And for much of my time there in between helping users I’d pull The Mythical Man Month off the shelf of short loan books behind me, and have another read.
Wordle of Life
May. 10th, 2022 01:59 pmBit slow off the mark, but today’s Wordle result posts have reminded me how similar they look to images from John Conway’s Game of Life. Which is a classic computer science undergrad programming exercise, and was for me and Martin at St Andrews in ?1991. I remember being very very exasperated by Martin typing like a machine gun at his Apple Mac! We weren’t an item then ;)